a traveler.

 The traveler was active; he went strenuously in search of people, of adventure, of experience. The tourist is passive; he expects interesting things to happen to him. He goes "sight-seeing."

enjoy the little things. :)

hopefully :)

sokay, everything will be fine.

hate dat bleeding. its hurt, really. :(

ya allah, stop the bleeding. :(

yes, i know everything happens for a reason. But there are no words could stop the bleeding.

o allah, if You dont plan to settle the problem from me, at least strengthen my heart more so that it's not hurt anymore. amen.

that feeling of being ignored. try to view in another way.

it's sad right when someone means so much to you, and you did care and tried so hard to keep the relationship,,but eventually you realized that you were the only one who cared and gave efforts. maybe after that you'd get angry and overthink of him/her. that overthink absolutely what makes ur mind messed up and down. thus your life ruined (as you lost focus and momentum~).

so overthink is bad for you. thats why islam introduced a concept of husnuzon (positive thinking of others especially to allah). even it is hard for certain people, but try, coz it's worth it.  maybe she/he ignores you for something good, in order to ensure the blessing of allah on that relationship,,maybe she/he just wanna keep their heart from something they think is bad for them. they want to prioritize allah and rasulullah pbuh first. so you have to admit it. support them, not pressure them. or at least let them be.

if they dont like you the way you hoped, it doesnt mean they aren't like you with their best. so is that clear?

study right now ! or fail.

next week, i'd have concluding test for anatomy and biology. i really2 want to score this time because in intec i got very bad mark for both of them. i will start study from now, and i will inshaallah sacrifice my procrastinating times and even sleeping time hahaha.

study for exam in a cause of allah. *of coz inshaallah will always remember this*

pray for me! hope this time and afterward i will success. amin. :)

i think i like you, winter. :)

my lecture and seniors said, when winter comes, people will hope it will last soon. but so far based on my first two months experience in winter, i like it. :)

love the winter's view, all white. and the snow, it is beautiful. subhanallah. but i hate the гололёд. haha.

missing someone?

It's hard when you miss someone so much, and you can't do anything about it. Because having that space between the two of you, is the only way to make things right. dont worry, distance doesnt ruin a relationship,, doubts do. and seems the distance is the only thing that keep you two away,,keep praying for each other and always husnuzon.

when you miss someone really much, tell yourself---> allah and prophet muhammad pbuh deserve that feeling than any others deserve. but, dont worry, the right time will comes, inshaAllah.